sectioning off my hair seems to be more difficult this time around than it was last time. the front portion of my hair will now be "poppy red" instead of "flamingo pink," that pink faded out to a real nasty color. the gross color was made worse by the fact that my hair has no natural shine due to many run ins with bleach in...
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beaky:
how geekeshly cute
phoenixgirl:
i have a stuffed Eeyore that sleeps on my pillow with me. 
i wonder if i changed the course of someone's life today by just being my awkward loser-ass self. stranger things have happened, i have cleaned every room in the house except for those that belong to me. the public does not need to see my bathroom anyway. our cat had fleas and to make a long story short grossness ensued and the vet is charging...
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nofi:
i like the hair and the new profile pic.
have i introduced myself yet? i keep meaning to but i can't remember. in either case...hi.
have i introduced myself yet? i keep meaning to but i can't remember. in either case...hi.
jay_blank:
$400 skins? Man, you could have bought a bunch of new cats for that amount!
That said, I'd totally spend that on my cat. I love her. Pets are better than humans.
That said, I'd totally spend that on my cat. I love her. Pets are better than humans.
so i'm sitting here drinking and sweating my ass off. so sick of school, seriously, the whole situation can kiss my ass. had a wonderful self realization today, i don't see myself as being as womanly as my peers. that is not to say that i am not a woman in the strictly physical sense, but rather that i see myself as more of a...
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foi:
yeah, i'm still wondering when maturity will set in for me ...
jay_blank:
Well, it'll come with experience and age. I'm 32 and am just now beginning to feel comfortable being a 'man'. Don't get me wrong, I still have boyish tendencies, but I'm starting to take myself more seriously.
My advice, be whoever you are. Girl, woman or whatever. Enjoy being 21 and don't worry about how old/young you feel!
My advice, be whoever you are. Girl, woman or whatever. Enjoy being 21 and don't worry about how old/young you feel!
pictures of my new mohawk in my pics folder
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phoenixgirl:
WOW!!!!! 
3am:
Nice!
i've been so headache prone lately, i'm popping tylenol every four hours on the dot. hung out with rachel today, that was super nice. she gave me socks and a really cute coin purse, i gave her a book that i liked and thought she would enjoy. she is the first person from around here that has actually come over to the house, we have...
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phoenixgirl:
Try Advil instead, it works really well for me.
since monday i have been in the loony bin . yeah, i don't really know what to say aside from hello again.
jay_blank:
wow! are you ok??
i lose patience with my mental health every so often. i'm in the middle of a breakdown, i knew it was coming, it a weird thing and you can just feel it. i've always wondered how people stay so chill and collected when it's all i can do to sit still and not yell and throw shit most of the time. my head is floating...
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jay_blank:
Yep, depression and anxiety here too... I went to a therapist for the first time on Wed. Maybe you need to see someone new? If you've been going to this one for awhile and they are not really helping, maybe it's time to shake it up a bit...
Hang in there kiddo. Feel free to message me anytime you want to vent, cry etc. It might help you feel better to release some of that frustration....
Hang in there kiddo. Feel free to message me anytime you want to vent, cry etc. It might help you feel better to release some of that frustration....
3am:
I hope you find the answer to you problem. Life shouldn't have to be so difficult. If it helps you vent, you can throw something at me ... not in the face though.
need a shower. think i'm going to do my hair again. got new bras in the mail, my boobs are happier now. i'm emotionally retarded right now and am resisting the urge to spend money. there is a deffinate difference between teachers and instructors, finding that out the hard way. called casey, he made me happy for a little while. talked to mom. i want...
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Glad your cat is back!
I don't dance either....and it's not because I'm too cool. I just don't have that kind of rhythm... meh...