pudding

the eels
-fucker
-novocaine for the soul
-ugly love

cleaned half of the house today, my bathroom, the kitchen and the laundry room look excellent. it turns out that joe has to be at school by march first instead of sometime in may like we thought. since we are still legally married i can stay here on base until probably around the end of june. that is cool because it basically gave me two...
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i'm drinking. again. went to a sex shop with firends. i got a cute pair of nude boyshorts with lace around the waist and legs and a picture of a kitten on my left hip and the word "playful." at least my underpants are cute. watched high fidelity for the millionth time and still love it. i'm tired of feeling lonley. time for food now.

so irritated...two of the other girls that were supposed to be interviewed for the job i want had to reschedule so i most likely won't get a call telling whether on not i got the job until around the end of the week. bastards. i was on fucking pins and needles this morning, and i finally gave in around three and called up there to...
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the interview went well. i should find out if i got the job by monday. i was the first of five girls scheduled for interviews. from the sound of things we all have the same level of experience, so i'm not up against any old pros or anything. the lady doing the interview was the owner of the salon, her name is tracy. i was...
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the big interview is tomorrow and i am a ball of stress and anticipation. work sucked, i found out that i got lied to by my bosses. and while them lying doesn't really suprise me that much i wish the day had not started out so well because that really tanked what could have been a fine day. bitches. someone told me today that the...
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i have a job interview in hermosa beach on saturday at a nail salon! i am so excited/terrified. this job would be so fucking perfect for me. i have to bring a model (my buddy em) and essentially show them that i know how to do nails. ahhh, it's just so perfect! and it's full time so i wouldn't have to work at albertsons anymore....
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i was going to post something, but i lose at the interweb.

my cat knocked over my hamsters cage. the hamster is fine but confused and there are cedar chips all over my carpet.

i want yellow cake with fudge frosting.

goodnight

am i just a paranoid little shit or does it make anyone else raise an eyebrow when all sorts of people you used to know come climbing out of the wood-work asking how you are and what you've been up to? in a way i'm pleased to see that people care. in another way i ask why, if these people care so much, do i...
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i must admit that this last week has probably been the worst week i've had in a while. that being said, i'm pretty sure that a week this shitty occurring this early in the year means that things can only get better form here. yeah, right, i don't believe it either but it was a nice try. since either saturday or sunday, i can't be...
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