just had dinner with my little brother, he has turned into a pretty cool youn man as he has gotten older. my mom is off in sedalia with one of her friends that i don't much care for, not that she's a bad person or anything, she just has this vibe about her. still happy with my half tattoo. was on call from 11-8 today which is like fucking house arrest, and for 5.50 is totally not worth it. pissed that i'm not getting the hours i want at work, i was promised 20 and am getting less than that and it sucks because less than that doesn't pay the damn bills!!! on this week's schedule i was scheduled for 4 days on call and 2 days off, err!!!!
i get so restless staying at home like that, i need to be out doing other things or i become increasingly grumpy and stir-crazed which is not what i want to be.
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p.s.:I grew up at Whiteman AF Base in Missouri; real close to Knob Noster. I miss that place a lot and actually wish I never left. I was my happiest there, so many years ago.