pudding

this is the longest i have been home in three days. next week will be different, working six days again. haven't been on the computer for more than fifteen minutes in over a week. my cpu fan is busted so it overheats and locks up. suck. it locked up during some good girl squirt porn the other day. made me sad. i have the cover off of it and a fan angled to blow air in. the things we do for the love of the internet. sigh. joe called the other night. turns out he dumped is girlfriend in missouri because the more he talked to her the more he realized she is exactly like me. he is now dating a 23 year old divorced woman with a three year old daughter. this fits nicely into his " i want to settle down and have kids" scenario. i hope he doesn't fuck it up by acting like himself. he also wanted to know all about vic. he attempted to grill me on our sex life but i wouldn't let it happen. i'm not going to feed into his morbid curiosity, i simply told him that questions like that are asked, not because a person actually wants to know the answer, but because the person asking wants to turn around and use the answers against you. whatever. the less he knows the better, i hope that they never meet each other. more later. must start drinking soon.