i didn't want to go to work this morning. the boys cleaned my apartment while i was out, they are so fucking good to me. had a visitor durring my lunch break, he rocks my socks off. i'm trying not to move too fast for fear that all the good shit that's going down will disappear. trying hard not to fuck it up. i guess now i'm going to take a nap on the couch and them get ready for company later this evening. 