pudding

it's been a stressful couple of days. when joe went m.i.a after getting back from missouri it turns out he was in hermosa beach drinking his guts out with his retarded friends and left his phone in the trunk of someone's car for over 24 hours. i was so worried about him that i fucking balled my eyes out at work when he finally called, then i bitched him out. lucky for me my boss was sympathetic and let me leave work early. i wasn't in any shape to be nice to customers, plus i looked like hell. and he has a girlfriend back in missouri now too. cute. not that i really give a shit. to relieve a little stress i went shopping and got my tongue web pierced yesterday night. i found the perfect pair of jeans and got a couple of new shirts as well as a new belt. retail therapy almost always makes me feel better. that is kind of a cheap sentiment, but it helps me get over shit so i guess it has it's place. i have to work at 3 in the morning and should be sleeping but i'm not really all that tired. i hate not sleeping before work, it makes the eight hours i'm there drag on forever.