pudding

i'm breaking my hermit vows. for the last two nights i have been dipping strawberries at work for mothers day. eight hours of dipping strawberries. ugh. so boring. this morning i got off work at eight thirty and then went to a mother's day brunch that em's family was having. her mom has kind of adopted me, she's my california mom. it was pretty cool and the food was damn tasty plus em's family is just fun to hang out with. they are good people. on wednesday i'm supposed to be going to knotts berry farm with my buddy paul which should be good times. the more i look at the word good the stranger it looks. i actually got some quality sleep yesterday before going to work. today, not so hot. the house is a mess but i'm finding it hard to get motivated enough to clean it. i will be forced to some time before joe comes home. speaking of joe, the countdown to his return has begun. he gets back on sunday. that's right folks the party is over, but only for a week. on the 27th he leaves for tech school and then will be gone for five months. it's not like i have that much fun when he's not around it's just i have gotten used to being alone in the house. i can walk around naked if i want and that is something i've missed. i don't do it while he's here because that is a cruel and unusual thing to do to a man that you are not having sex with. now i get to go figure out what to fix for dinner.