pudding

why is it that when you really want human contact no one is around? nobody is picking up the phone or calling me back. ugh. i'm starting to get weird again, i can feel it. i got to talk to mim, briefly. she was having a wonderful day too. and it's not like i've actually done anything today. worked this morning from 4-8 and got a haircut. but it's hot and i'm restless and these things to combine to form a slightly foul mood. i know i'm acting like a needy jerkfish. and i spend way too much time sleeping because i don't know what else to do.