pudding

so i took a shower at five thirty this evening. i sat around in a towel on the floor of the bathroom and talked to my mom on speakerphone for about half an hour. called her because i had a weird anxiety attack and felt/feel all fucked up. leave it to mim to say the exact words i did not want to hear right now, not that i wasn't thinking the same damn thing but i had hoped no one would verbalize it. em and i are going to have to have a talk that i really wish to stop having at some point in my life.

on a lighter note, i found out that my brother has a girlfriend and she is adorable. he really likes her though my mom seems kind of indifferent toward her. i'm happy for him, casey has a hard time finding girls that aren't flaky.