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we went to lobster fest today, it was good. i got gifts for my family, mom is getting a pretty ceramic fish and casey is getting a lobster hat. i even won myself a knock-off pink "nemo" fish at a ball toss game. other than that i hit a craft store so i can have something to do in my down time, of which i have little. tomorrow holds a doctors appointment and a visit to the beauty supply store. i love those places. my friends at beauty school finish their hours this week, which will leave me all alone. i have to be the loner kid again until i find new friends. i lik how alternative looking people greet each other in public it just a certain look that says, "i am alternative looking, i see you are too. congrats." it's funny. my psych ward friend has gone missing, her mother filed a missing persons report and everything, i hope she turns up soon, or is at least somewhere safe. talked to ethan, talked to mom, for some reason i am in the mood to connect with people.