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knob noster, MO

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Friday Aug 18, 2006

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i lose patience with my mental health every so often. i'm in the middle of a breakdown, i knew it was coming, it a weird thing and you can just feel it. i've always wondered how people stay so chill and collected when it's all i can do to sit still and not yell and throw shit most of the time. my head is floating and throbbing all at the same time. i'm going to go see some random shrink tomorrow because mine is on vacation until next wednesday, hopefully they will give me drugs. my classmates ask why i'm gone a lot and i say i'm losing my damn mind. and they think i'm joking but i couldn't be more honest. i'm considering volunteering myself up for temporary committment because i can't take it, daily life is such a pain in the ass and i am desperate to be at aleast kind of normal. i've got no outlet so all this anger and disappointment just build up until i start losing it. i'm tired of feeling like shit all the time. the only thing i know for certain is that i need to get my head screwed back on straight because this just isn't working.
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jay_blank:
Yep, depression and anxiety here too... I went to a therapist for the first time on Wed. Maybe you need to see someone new? If you've been going to this one for awhile and they are not really helping, maybe it's time to shake it up a bit...

Hang in there kiddo. Feel free to message me anytime you want to vent, cry etc. It might help you feel better to release some of that frustration....
Aug 19, 2006
3am:
I hope you find the answer to you problem. Life shouldn't have to be so difficult. If it helps you vent, you can throw something at me ... not in the face though.
Aug 22, 2006

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