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downloading music i know nothing about, because i heard the name on television. that is one way to listen to different types of music. MC5. just in case you were wondering. the sun is coming up. to be dreadfully honest i stayed up this late/early to avoid going to bed while it was dark. thats right, i am pathetically afraid of the dark, especially when i'm the only one here aside from the dip shit cats that like to reek havoc in the night. it will be perfectly still and then they will knock something over and scare the living shit out of me. yesterday afternoon a guy yell that he liked my hair from across the rite aid parking lot. who said my life was dull? me. and i was correct. so dull that i catalogued my cosmetics, i have 13 tubes of mascara now just in case anyone cares. i create busy work for myself because without it i would lay on the floor and stare at the ceiling for hours. or roam the SG boards in avoidance of sleep. yummy avoidance. took out my lip ring, it's futile to have in excess of 30 tubes of various lip gunk if you don't use it because you would have to apply it with a lip brush to avoid coating said lip ring. i have other plans, just wait. once it is all healed up i will do something else, i have designs on a set of surface piercings. not telling where. it's not anywhere exciting really. yes, the sounds of morning, by that i mean fire trucks. i never thought i would grow tired of having all day to do whatever i feel like. hating it. i try to sleep through the majority of it for lack of having a hobby or real life friends. excuses, excuses. it appears enough light has entered the bedroom, now i sleep. i hope.