pudding

i have once again matched my tacky pajamas to my hair. god damn can't type tonight. if only i knew how to set up the webcam so everyone out there in internet land could laugh at my late night fashion follies. it's lovely i tell you, you would get a kick out of it. so we went to the tattoo festival today. it was alright, we had to hike to get there and once inside the tattoo booths were all crowded together in such a way that walking was almost impossible. ugh. i love being around large groups of people but being mashed together like that makes me claustrophobic. so we hung out for a couple hours and went home. i did get to see plenty of awesome tattoos, and there was a piercer there that dermal implants. they looked awesome. especially the ones in the shapes of stars. alas i am too much of a pussy to get anything like that done, despite what some people think, i am not a pain junkie. it was interesting to see all sorts of people who share in my interests, a very cool place for people watching. so, yeah... anyway, i've been taking seroquel because my shrink said it would help me sleep and oh dear god it does. unfortunately i sleep for twelve hours at a time. but that may be a blessing in disguise. my mom has offered to pay for school, that would be the most wonderful thing in the world but i'm not sure i can deal with the guilt of owing her money. she said i could pay her back $50-100 every couple weeks when i'm done with class and have a job. i don't know if i should take her up on it. i need to get back to her by monday if i'm going to. another job for the think tank. i wore three different kinds of eyeliner today. thrilling i know. i used one of those self tanner moisturizer combo things and now my heels are orange, as are my cute little toes. damn. oh well, the best intentions and all that rot. i don't know what to say tonight, it all seems to be fairly moot. mmm...moot.