pudding

i've spent the majority of the day cleaning. just got back from in and out burger, good god i love their vanilla shakes, i'm not sure how i've lived my life without them. i had to get pretty bitchy on the phone with a few people in order to finally get a shrink appointment. but if you remember i was supposed to have a 72 hour referral and that was two weeks ago so those people can kiss my ass. my appointment is at 10:45 in the morning. i get really fed up with how slow anything that involves the military operates. it appears that a good thing has happened lately, but i'm not going to jinx it. most of the house is clean, all that really remains is my bedroom and my bathroom (yes, my makeup case has exploded in there.) most of the problem in my room is that we seem to collect paperwork and at a certain point i just want to throw it all away instead of trying to sort through it and file the important shit. i'm really interested to see what this shrink has to say, his name is james. i'm hoping that he doesn't say something completely different than the other two diagnosis that i've received, but from what i understand of the system based on the accounts of other patients that is fairly common. i made the best tea ever today.