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i got a couple of anti-eyebrows done today, they are higher up on my face than the original one i had on my right side. they are super cute and i would have picture if our digital camera didn't completely suck ass. they are very swollen and already bruising pretty bad, and i have a meeting with the financial advisor at the beauty school tomorrow at three. i also replaced my lip ring with one of better quality and smaller size, it looks so much better and weighs my down a hell of a lot less. when i get a decent digital camera there will be pictures of the new piercings, our home and our cats. sylvester, the cat we thought we lost was found last night, he had taken up residence in the recliner. and not just in the back, but deep under the seat cushion. so i disassembled the recliner. he has been hiding under the sofa all day and refuses my bribes of cat treats and tuna fish. i'm feeling better today, but something is still a bit off and i'm not sure exactly what the hell it is. i can't wait to see a shrink. i plan to do some decorating and such this weekend since joe will be at work, i really need to keep busy. it kind of sad that i have to be preoccupied to get through the day. we did make a date to go out to seal beach next weekend, that will be good for the both of us. i talked to me mom the other day, she said my grandparent want to come to visit around the end of the summer and if they do she is going to try to come with them. i miss my mom something aweful, it's weird that she can tell that i'm not doing so hot lately just by being on the phone with me. mom's are good like that. i had to call around to find a place that would do surface piercings here, which is crap and resulted in much cursing. we had to go to huntington beach to get my anti-eyebrows done, which was thirty to forty minutes away. i've spent my free time looking at synthetic dreads online. i know, real deep stuff. again, most of it is distraction. i feel like i'm crazy, the good and the bad crazy. it's amazing how the good days are so good and breading grounds for creativity and the bad days are so bad and i can't get off the couch. but the good days are worth the bad days, except when they aren't. great perspective huh?