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so...welcome back. i just got done with dinner, love the kfc, their macaroni kicks ass. tomorrow is the valentines day, don't really have anything big planned maybe dinner or something. i got my present on thursday, i totally accept piercings as gifts. give the gift of metal, thats hardcore. not really, but that is besides the point. i see my shrink on friday, something gives me the feeling that this visit will go well, it could be the fact that in the last month i haven't had a crazy moment. the only point of concern i have is that weird anxiety thing that has sprung up two or three times. normally i go in there with a list a page long. my lip is looking a lot better, still a bit fat though, or maybe i have just gotten used to it being swollen. either way its perfectly fine. i just like to think that i have one really sexy pouty lip. although this puts a cap on my lip gloss addiction for the time being. i can only use vitamin e oil and stuff like that, sigh...and an eye roll just for good measure. there we go. this will be one of those weeks i think. i must once again express my disdain for customers that come in right before closing time. i had started vacuuming at like 1:45 (we close at 2 on mondays) and was all happy that i would be out by 2, i got halfway done with the dining area and in waltzes this guy with a newspaper. he stays and reads while eating until 2:20. that guy, whoever the fuck he is sucks. i'm on fire. it's the song, if you have no idea what i'm talking about then you are normal and can't decipher my babble speak. good for you, you win. i'm so bored right now, its unbelievable how short my attention span is. and i have a million half started little projects just lying around and no motivation to work on a damn one of them. i should be talking a shower, but i don't want to do that right at this very second either. so i just ran over to my mom's place and snagged her copy of the rocky horror picture show. maybe watching it will keep me from humming "sweet transvestite" in the shower. i have had the songs in my head for forever now, and while i do love them dearly it would be nice to have a bit of variety going on upstairs. plus it's just something to do. it's actually really nice outside tonight, i'm impressed. although i think that everyone should be a bit concerned that we are having good weather in february, it's just not natural, especially in missouri. global warming is not a myth thought up by liberals, don't let anyone try to tell you otherwise. though i am the bleeding heart variety of liberal myself. all i'm saying is that everyone bitches about how the government is dishonest and then re-elect W who is a known liar and a twit to boot. what's worse is that most of the people that bitch don't even vote. if nothing else voting gives you the right to bitch because at least you cared enough to participate in the electoral process. and i hop off the top of the soapbox with a resounding thud. the bad part about having jewelry in your face is that if you wear other jewelry is seems like you are wearing far too much. even wearing regular earrings makes me look over done in the jewelry department. i think the shower is going to wait until tomorrow, going to wake up with crazy hair anyway. i love that the biggest bitch i have for this month is an minor anxiety issue and crazy hair, it's a vast improvement from last month.