pudding

it's rough being so unmotivated. i have a lot of goals i would love to achieve but let's face facts......i am fucking lazy. i go through spurts where i am super motivated and really have a strong drive to accomplish things, and then there are times where my creativity is totally lacking and i generally feel like a slug. right now, i am the slug. i made a playlist of only bob dylan songs the other day. i love his voice. dylan is god. herecy be damned. on tuesday i am going to get my tattoo finished, hopefully i will post pictures. my sleeve is going to have to wait until the layoff is over and i go back to work. right now all of our financial focus is on rent and christmas, noble goals really. huck and i get our pictures taken on sunday, that should be fun, i even promised to hide my nose ring to please the family. huck and i have been arguing a lot lately, i'm sick of fighting. things will get better, or so i have been told.