pudding

so i am thinking about making some changes in this little life of mine. i really want off of my medications for my bipolar disorder and am going to take it up with my shrink the next time i see him, which i think is the middle of next month. i don't think they work, and if they don't work, or just sedate me then why the fuck bother. i have also discovered that i can no longer wear a juniors size 5 like i have grown accustomed to, i know i'm not fat, i am a luscious chunk of womanly goodness here, but sometimes my self-esteem hits the floor, and this was one of those times. my booty is just too much for tiny ass jeans, time to move on. does 36- 27-36 sound ok to anyone else? the 27 is my tiny pot belly but i think its cute and will give that up for no one!