this is a memo to those in this world that may kiss my ass:
...my boss Mike, for moving me and nate off line 4 last night and on to a small intermediate line where i worked next to a guy with a mullet all night and assembled metal boxes for seven fucking hours at an impossibly slow rate of speed, which they actually called a good night. oh no, i didn't get to weld, because i am a girl, and of course the macho idiots that normally run that line didn't think i could make production rate, which i fucking do on line 4 all the damn time.
... the the super skinny bitches that hate on plus size ladies
...the plus size ladies who hate on super skinny bitches, because not everyone who is a size 6 is actually hella skinny, look at me, i'm five foot nothing 140 lbs with big boobs, big hips, and a tiny pot belly, not by any means skinny.......trust me honey. yeah, real women have curves, but real women also come in all shapes and sizes and all are fuckin' purdy, even skinny bitches.
...my shrink, for the meds, dude i know you are trying to do what i best for me but it is kicking my ass. i feel so sedated. let me out, because i still remember the glory days when i would let my mania tear me apart. and i know it's not healthy but it feels so damn good to lose it every once and a while, this whole control thing is just not me and i don't want to do it anymore. let me out.
...the redneck motherfuckers at the manufacturing plant, get a clue, seriously, thats all i have to say.
....men who don't think that their female counter parts are just as capable as they are, because you should, and if you you don't we will show you.
and so as not to leave all that negative energy floating around in the universe, here are some thanks:
...to my family for being loving and caring and insane with me all these years
...to Huck for everything
...to line 4 for kicking ass and being super cool to work with night after night
...to Tony and Joey for the tattoos and Mark, John and Chris for the piercings
...to Greg and Q and Donny for taking me under their wing
...to "Hot Child in the City" and "Take a Walk on the Wild Side"
...to lip balm
...my boss Mike, for moving me and nate off line 4 last night and on to a small intermediate line where i worked next to a guy with a mullet all night and assembled metal boxes for seven fucking hours at an impossibly slow rate of speed, which they actually called a good night. oh no, i didn't get to weld, because i am a girl, and of course the macho idiots that normally run that line didn't think i could make production rate, which i fucking do on line 4 all the damn time.
... the the super skinny bitches that hate on plus size ladies
...the plus size ladies who hate on super skinny bitches, because not everyone who is a size 6 is actually hella skinny, look at me, i'm five foot nothing 140 lbs with big boobs, big hips, and a tiny pot belly, not by any means skinny.......trust me honey. yeah, real women have curves, but real women also come in all shapes and sizes and all are fuckin' purdy, even skinny bitches.
...my shrink, for the meds, dude i know you are trying to do what i best for me but it is kicking my ass. i feel so sedated. let me out, because i still remember the glory days when i would let my mania tear me apart. and i know it's not healthy but it feels so damn good to lose it every once and a while, this whole control thing is just not me and i don't want to do it anymore. let me out.
...the redneck motherfuckers at the manufacturing plant, get a clue, seriously, thats all i have to say.
....men who don't think that their female counter parts are just as capable as they are, because you should, and if you you don't we will show you.
and so as not to leave all that negative energy floating around in the universe, here are some thanks:
...to my family for being loving and caring and insane with me all these years
...to Huck for everything
...to line 4 for kicking ass and being super cool to work with night after night
...to Tony and Joey for the tattoos and Mark, John and Chris for the piercings
...to Greg and Q and Donny for taking me under their wing
...to "Hot Child in the City" and "Take a Walk on the Wild Side"
...to lip balm