my scalp is burning, more on that later if i'm lucky. if not, fuck it. had a totally enlightening conversation with my mom during our laundry date. it was about how i want people to perceive me, and how they do. it was just interesting. i want to be loved for who i am, it's that simple. that is my only point, love me for...
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this was me last night:
so, here's the plan: hopefully by the end of this entry i will be smashed out of my fucking gord. why? i don't know. lack of a good reason, wanting a good reason, thinking i had a good reason and finding out the reason took a fucking vaction. that made no sense, even to me. great way to get started....
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so, here's the plan: hopefully by the end of this entry i will be smashed out of my fucking gord. why? i don't know. lack of a good reason, wanting a good reason, thinking i had a good reason and finding out the reason took a fucking vaction. that made no sense, even to me. great way to get started....
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so i attempted to get drunk, but all i got was buzzy and a little bit sick to my stomach. that is what you get for mixing rum punch with pizza, cookies, and cake. i am so tired, the boys are watching snatch in the living room. i'm just not in the mood for it. maybe its because i didn't take my meds today, you...
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so my hair is burgundy now, its actually very pretty. i have an appointment to get a couple tattoos next friday at three. i'm getting these two robots on my shoulders, they are so cute, but not in that flowers and cotton candy sort of way. more of a sarcastic and heartfelt kind of way. i took two naps today so it is still up...
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braddropout:
Ok, trade ya. I'm good at cleaning. You must be pretty fuckin bored and pissed off if you want a piece of my life.
But it's the small things that count I guess. eg -
Was working in a house today. Really old woman. Very sweet and deaf as a post, but that's not the point. She had a framed proverb type thing on her wall. This is what it said - "I had no shoes, and I was unhappy. Untill I met a man with no feet." Brilliant. I'll never forget that I dont think.
But it's the small things that count I guess. eg -
Was working in a house today. Really old woman. Very sweet and deaf as a post, but that's not the point. She had a framed proverb type thing on her wall. This is what it said - "I had no shoes, and I was unhappy. Untill I met a man with no feet." Brilliant. I'll never forget that I dont think.
i've got that odd energy that comes over me every once and a while. wore underwear for the first time in forever, pink boy-shorts, sweet. got most of the supplies for joe's birthday party. found this awesome recipe for a lemon, lime, and rum punch, the internet is a beautiful thing. all this party business means i will have to get around to cleaning t...
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the world today is one mixed up little place. and this grin on my face is misleading. i don't know why i just wrote that. chinese food for dinner, the fortune cookie brings dumb messages. i laughed, hardcore. and then silence, yeah, that terrible peace that follows a good laugh. when you know it's not going to get any better. and i just want to...
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i actually got out of the house today. went with geoff and matt to the city, that was cool. i have something to say, but its not my place. went through all the pictures on my computer and compiled one folder of all the really good pictures and deleted the rest. i don't want to work tomorrow, then again i never want to work. such...
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i don't know how to start. i feel desperately lonely right this second, and there is no one to talk to, they are part of the problem. fuck, i'm the problem. my inability to cope is the problem. and i know that moving isn't going to fix anything that is wrong now worth a damn. but i just want to run away from everything sometimes,...
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three words. dont. be. dumb. its that easy. or at least its that easy most of the time, but don't ask me to take my own advice. ever. and it seems that there is an abundance of that here lately, you would think that that at some point everyone would just wise up, but i know i don't so i really don't expect others to...
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what is there to say, today was an average day off for me. i open tomorrow, that is going to suck. it's really starting to set in that joe is leaving in march, the thought hit me like fucking brick earlier. made the sad puppy face. i really don't like to be alone, and while i did do okay the last time he went to...
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so, made out real good today when it came to valentines day gifts. i got three pink and white roses from my mom, my bosses husband sent all of us girls half a dozen roses, and joe got me this cuddly teddy bear named chistopher and a balloon that sings "you're the one that i want". it was so cute, and all of this stuff...
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so...welcome back. i just got done with dinner, love the kfc, their macaroni kicks ass. tomorrow is the valentines day, don't really have anything big planned maybe dinner or something. i got my present on thursday, i totally accept piercings as gifts. give the gift of metal, thats hardcore. not really, but that is besides the point. i see my shrink on friday, something gives...
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