today i encountered what could be the worst part of having facial piercings. i was getting a haircut and while combing my hair the comb got caught on my anti-eyebrow. oh the pain! it sucked so bad, it turned all red and started to swell. when i got home i realized that it had started to bleed a little bit. the lady was really sorry...
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St.Cassie, the patron saint of lost causes. my head is swimming. i just lost dinner about an hour ago, my stomach keeps threatening to loose the rest of it's non-contents. it's painful. i'm trying hard not to watch the texas chainsaw massacre on spike tv. aside from being sick that would only impair my ability to sleep further. so you came and went as quickly...
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nursejill:
that sucks, I hope you feel better soon. I send a hug.
alexstar6:
You are the absolute shit... I luv u!!!
i am lonely. damn it. i didn't sleep last night, i don't know what it was but i didn't feel like i needed to. i tried to sleep at four, but just rolled around until five. preoccupation is a bitch. i've been in the house all day just walking around thinking too much. writing too much. nothing like spilling your guts on paper. i have...
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jackinblack:
my head spins reading what you write sometimes
and than i just want to go out and get wasted
that is the easy way out
how on earth do you stay at home dealing with yourself on such a level
still i hate those times when you go out clubbing alone and it all just goes on and on and in the end it doesnt matter where you end up
and than dealing with your brain the next day
scatterfied and tragic
it always seems along way to get home too goddamn
catch 22
yourself /alone
or
yourself/ and the world
and than i just want to go out and get wasted
that is the easy way out
how on earth do you stay at home dealing with yourself on such a level
still i hate those times when you go out clubbing alone and it all just goes on and on and in the end it doesnt matter where you end up
and than dealing with your brain the next day
scatterfied and tragic
it always seems along way to get home too goddamn
catch 22
yourself /alone
or
yourself/ and the world
the little secret i have been keeping is that i am shrinking. that's right, i have lost fifteen pounds. i am now rocking out at around one hundred and forty pounds, which is still a little on the thicker side for being only 5'1", but hey i'm never going to be pixie thin. seriously, being born with hips this wide is not conducive to ever...
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xmoonpiex:
i lost 2 inches off my waist and I just don't know where they went. I had literally just bought 3 pairs of jeans, the most I had owned in at least 7-9 years...Now they don't fit and I had to get new ones.
I guess 3 months of intense workout followed by months of eating at most one meal a day and smoking copious amounts of weed is a pretty good diet plan...
I guess 3 months of intense workout followed by months of eating at most one meal a day and smoking copious amounts of weed is a pretty good diet plan...
i have once again matched my tacky pajamas to my hair. god damn can't type tonight. if only i knew how to set up the webcam so everyone out there in internet land could laugh at my late night fashion follies. it's lovely i tell you, you would get a kick out of it. so we went to the tattoo festival today. it was alright,...
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3am:
I need pictures. I'm not feeling the essence of the pajamas.
Twelve hours?!?! That's a spicy meatball!
Twelve hours?!?! That's a spicy meatball!
i really hope that i am never expected to go anywhere that presents any form of danger to me, because i always get miserably lost. i got lost in the hospital today, and on my way to the hospital, even though it was my third time driving there. yeah, i suck. on the up side i was told that i look neat several times today,...
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3am:
I just took a look at your pics. You look a whole lot more than just "neat." 
I hope the therapy goes well. It's nice to have someone you can REALLY talk to.
I hope the therapy goes well. It's nice to have someone you can REALLY talk to.
so i thought i had an appointment with my shrink today, apparently that fun business happens tomorrow. that means i don't get to go job hunting because i'll be damned if i'm going to get up early to do something that will only piss me off. i want to be sedated, but even if i ask they won't do it. sigh.i really need to clear...
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jackinblack:
i have a friend who paints on little canvases with nail polish
nice bright and pretty dunno about the archival aspect
reading you somehow always helps me to centre myself again
keepin me away from ogling the abyss rothkoesque huh
nice bright and pretty dunno about the archival aspect
reading you somehow always helps me to centre myself again
keepin me away from ogling the abyss rothkoesque huh
i don't know what kind of funk he is in. he's been in a crappy mood for a couple weeks now, it seems like we don't go a single without fighting at least once. blah. i wish he would sit down and talk to someone, even if it isn't me. i honestly think that sometimes he just misses being "mr. popular" and by that i...
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msstabby:
Hey Thanks for your thoughtful response I agree with all your points, esp. the positivity aspect. That's really where I am attached to the site. I think the site successfully reframes what is stereotypically negative about female culture and counterculture into a positive and empowering culture that is not bitter or angry. Bitter and angry is what mainstream culture expect and try to evoke.
Be true to who you are. It's when we try to be true to who others want us to be that the real shit starts. We can only make ourselves happy, and if someone else appreciates that and conncects with it, all the better, but if not, well, the subsequent pain isn't worth it. Life is its most complicated when we live for others, and put ourselves second. It might be hard to be yourself, but its nothing like trying to be someone else.
Thanks for your thoughtful response I agree with all your points, esp. the positivity aspect. That's really where I am attached to the site. I think the site successfully reframes what is stereotypically negative about female culture and counterculture into a positive and empowering culture that is not bitter or angry. Bitter and angry is what mainstream culture expect and try to evoke.
Be true to who you are. It's when we try to be true to who others want us to be that the real shit starts. We can only make ourselves happy, and if someone else appreciates that and conncects with it, all the better, but if not, well, the subsequent pain isn't worth it. Life is its most complicated when we live for others, and put ourselves second. It might be hard to be yourself, but its nothing like trying to be someone else.
3am:
Nice to meet you!
You sound like such a passionate person. It's refreshing.
Life sucks, but don't let it darken your view too much or else you will lose sight of possibilities.
You deserve to be happy!
You sound like such a passionate person. It's refreshing.
Life sucks, but don't let it darken your view too much or else you will lose sight of possibilities.
You deserve to be happy!
i had a very wicked little thought pop into my head while i was driving today, in fact its so bad that i won't share it with you because you don't know the story behind it. i feel that i would have to explain it better. i got my hair done today, it's so bright and pretty. i now match my pajama pants. the hairdresser...
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jackinblack:
cartoon characters are always the best look to aim and arrive at
i always get told i look like im from a cartoon
this use to bother me at first
you know wandering how to apply the way people view me to how i live my actual life
but now i realise perhaps this life of mine actually really is just some sort of wacky animation sequence
so i dont argue with myself or my actions anymore
i always get told i look like im from a cartoon
this use to bother me at first
you know wandering how to apply the way people view me to how i live my actual life
but now i realise perhaps this life of mine actually really is just some sort of wacky animation sequence
so i dont argue with myself or my actions anymore
mineux:
What color is your hair now? I cant wait to see a picture!!!
Oh, and thank you for your message love, sorry i havent gotten back to you, ive just been a bit,well, off. *hugs*
Oh, and thank you for your message love, sorry i havent gotten back to you, ive just been a bit,well, off. *hugs*
you're so far away from me. it's funny that a person will never look as good in retrospect as they do in this present moment. and if that didn't make sense, follow this, i have never looked as wonderful in my entire life as i do right now. even though i used to weigh less and i used to have longer hair and i used...
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apparently barnes and noble induces car sickness. its been a long time since a car ride made me sick. tomorrow is thrift store shopping day, love that shit. there is something cool about being able to take forty dollars and be able to by a ton of stuff. plus with the way i wear clothes (and by wear i mean that i will find the...
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xmoonpiex:
sadness is an ocean we all swim in, it seems. But remember: swimming is all about technique.
I'm personally a sprinter. I can go really fast for a limited time and cut through everything in my way. Then I need to take a break and sort of tread water for a minute.
I personally like going to craft stores to build terrain pieces for the 8' x 4' battlefield in my dining room.
Everybody is a wierdo, I guess. That's both the problem and the solution.
I'm personally a sprinter. I can go really fast for a limited time and cut through everything in my way. Then I need to take a break and sort of tread water for a minute.
I personally like going to craft stores to build terrain pieces for the 8' x 4' battlefield in my dining room.
Everybody is a wierdo, I guess. That's both the problem and the solution.
braddropout:
You have got sexy feet. I care about them. Ok, maybe not care cos i've never actually met em. But they look good, and they look sexy. Very nice nice indeed. Go you, and yer feet.
i had the morning from hell. lucky for me it got better as the day went on. so this morning i got up early for my very first appointment with my new shrink, i follow the directions given to me by yahoo maps and still manage to get lost. by the time i am already ten minutes late for my appointment i pull off onto...
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xmoonpiex:
there will be theories, but only I will know the truth.
and to address your post, I have to say that I am dissapointed with the quality of service most often found, given that it is now the cornerstone of our economy.
do you want fries with that?
and to address your post, I have to say that I am dissapointed with the quality of service most often found, given that it is now the cornerstone of our economy.
do you want fries with that?
braddropout:
thank you so much for the pic. feet and candy, what a combo. still the best lookin chick in SG land