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the big interview is tomorrow and i am a ball of stress and anticipation. work sucked, i found out that i got lied to by my bosses. and while them lying doesn't really suprise me that much i wish the day had not started out so well because that really tanked what could have been a fine day. bitches. someone told me today that the...
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i have a job interview in hermosa beach on saturday at a nail salon! i am so excited/terrified. this job would be so fucking perfect for me. i have to bring a model (my buddy em) and essentially show them that i know how to do nails. ahhh, it's just so perfect! and it's full time so i wouldn't have to work at albertsons anymore....
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i was going to post something, but i lose at the interweb.

my cat knocked over my hamsters cage. the hamster is fine but confused and there are cedar chips all over my carpet.

i want yellow cake with fudge frosting.

goodnight

am i just a paranoid little shit or does it make anyone else raise an eyebrow when all sorts of people you used to know come climbing out of the wood-work asking how you are and what you've been up to? in a way i'm pleased to see that people care. in another way i ask why, if these people care so much, do i...
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i must admit that this last week has probably been the worst week i've had in a while. that being said, i'm pretty sure that a week this shitty occurring this early in the year means that things can only get better form here. yeah, right, i don't believe it either but it was a nice try. since either saturday or sunday, i can't be...
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so my attempts to befriend someone a work are being met with resistance (what can i say, i like the shy and slightly socially inept type). apparently some people like to wallow in their misery and lonliness, go figure. at any rate the asshole will now be suffering the wrath of my silence, which i'm sure he won't even notice. asshole. so i have moved...
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we meet again ladies and gents. i've got self done highlights processing in my hair right now which means i am sitting in front of my computer wearing a black bra, jeans and socks, sipping a rum and coke, waiting for a boxed cheesecake to set up in the fridge and feeling/ looking much like a public service announcement targeted toward the lonely hearts club....
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good morning. at least i'm awake during the daylight hours today. yesterday i didn't get up until 5:30 pm, long story. let's see, work sucks but i don't have to go back until tuesday. thank god. i fucking hate that place, and am looking for a new job. i swear to god my bosses will ask me for a kidney next, i already take all...
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i don't know why i do it, i just do. i guess i ask for too much, i'm sorry. as usual.

it looks like everyone has updated their blog for the new year except me, but i got no time now. more later.

twenty-one years old and on the verge of greatness, but aren't we all. i have thoughts like that and then immediately downplay them like they are nothing. got my hair cut so i could have a faux hawk. it looks cute when i spike it up and a little retarded when i don't. what can you do. i have friends now, isn't that just the...
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christmas was okay i guess. i doesn't really feel like christmas here, all the crackling fireplace and snow imagery is pretty much lost on southern california. the cats look super handsome in their matching collars that say thing 1 and thing 2 and their name and my phone number. they are so rotten. i found out that to cats a three dollar drugstore eye shadow...
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