pudding

cheap breakfast burritos are so much better in the oven than in the microwave. got off work thirty minutes early, which was pretty badass because thirty minutes in that place lasts forever. one of the cashiers was laughing at me because i was so fucking bored and just couldn't hide it. i wish i liked my job more, maybe then i would actually take a...
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*shifty eyes* because i'm bored i have reverted back to age three and can't contain myself. i want to talk but there is no one to talk to, everyone is either out or not interested. joe is here but he can't be bothered with anything. got a new phone today because i gave t-mobile what is left of my soul (the part not possessed by...
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i have a second interview at the nails shop i applied at a couple weeks ago, so damn happy right now. that happens on monday so i'm super excited. this time i'm not going to get into a fucking yelling match with joe the night before and only get five hours of sleep. ugh, that was terrible. i pwned myself a few times this evening...
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let me explain an interesting phenomenon that occurs in my life. good things happen to me and i, for one reason or another, always say/do things to destroy them. happy is not often my state of mind, angst-y is. for example, when i first started hanging out with the friends i run with now i was down for hanging out all the time and it...
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i got my bath scrubbie caught on my nipple ring in the shower this morning. i've been getting pretty much no sleep, and couldn't be happier. i look like hell but no one that matters thinks so. life is pretty awesome right now.

i hope it has been made clear that i hate my job, because i really do. i forgot that today is the day before the super bowl so i was surprised when i walked into work and it was busy as fuck. i still don't know if i got that job at the nail salon that i interviewed for. the lady i'm supposed to talk...
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the eels
-fucker
-novocaine for the soul
-ugly love

cleaned half of the house today, my bathroom, the kitchen and the laundry room look excellent. it turns out that joe has to be at school by march first instead of sometime in may like we thought. since we are still legally married i can stay here on base until probably around the end of june. that is cool because it basically gave me two...
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i'm drinking. again. went to a sex shop with firends. i got a cute pair of nude boyshorts with lace around the waist and legs and a picture of a kitten on my left hip and the word "playful." at least my underpants are cute. watched high fidelity for the millionth time and still love it. i'm tired of feeling lonley. time for food now.

so irritated...two of the other girls that were supposed to be interviewed for the job i want had to reschedule so i most likely won't get a call telling whether on not i got the job until around the end of the week. bastards. i was on fucking pins and needles this morning, and i finally gave in around three and called up there to...
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the interview went well. i should find out if i got the job by monday. i was the first of five girls scheduled for interviews. from the sound of things we all have the same level of experience, so i'm not up against any old pros or anything. the lady doing the interview was the owner of the salon, her name is tracy. i was...
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