I am so torn. dammit to hell. forks in roads..knives in hearts..
My heart breaks every moment. every single one. listen to that brain of yours!!!!! ugh but you won't.. not yet anyways.
Someday you will. You will do whats right for everyone. I will. I will do it. I will find the courage deep inside to move on if that is what it comes to. I will. but for now??? I dunno. for now I keep my head up and eyes dry. I'm gonna be okay no matter what. I just need to look ahead and leave my past behind me.
My heart breaks every moment. every single one. listen to that brain of yours!!!!! ugh but you won't.. not yet anyways.
Someday you will. You will do whats right for everyone. I will. I will do it. I will find the courage deep inside to move on if that is what it comes to. I will. but for now??? I dunno. for now I keep my head up and eyes dry. I'm gonna be okay no matter what. I just need to look ahead and leave my past behind me.
I'm going to sit around reading this book:
and when girls notice what I'm reading, I'm going to make eye contact then give them a "big wink". OHHHHHHH YEAH.