puddincat

I'm watching moulin rouge...It's freaking me out. I have been doing well at this postive outlook thing. I think. I feel like in the beginning of august my life is going to come more together and be more productive in some areas. At the same time I also fear some things are slipping away. But,I need to focus on what will be going good. I'm going to have more freedom and hopefully that will equal happiness. So, I'll just take it day by day and stay positive. I am happy now. Despite all. I need the strength to get through all the fucking garbage, and just be me. un- stressed out, just me. normal.
I can't wait to see the world.