puddincat

I slept the day away... Not a good thing to do really but it felt hella good. I didn't get stuff done that I really had to do. Oh well, Guess the post office and such will just have to wait until another day. i want to go for a walk in the countryside- I want to see some moo-cows....Problem is I don't know where to locate any countrysides here!!! I just want to breathe the freash air, look at the stars, just walk in the dark. Feel like the only person on earth.

I tried to deal with my problems today(before I gave up and went to bed and cried to sleep) I don't think it did anyone any good. yes -like I said in my last entry it is in fact a disease. painful as hell..sad and terminal.(at least right now for me) But the really funny thing is I don't want to get rid of it. It makes me warm and fuzzy inside at times as well. I really tried to do what I thought would be the right thing today.. but in the end it just hurt too damn much to do it. So I decided to just go with it a little longer. Love is so complicated.

My hermit crabby came up from her month or so long moulting episode. I'm so happy. I really worried about her. Up she popped last night all toasty brown and hardened looking for water and food. I was impressed(I know you are too ) I may be adopting 2 new hermits from this lady who contacted me online. so my grand total will be 6 if that happens. I'll try to get some pics of my kids up soon(the hermit ones)

My wisdom teeth hurt. I was supposed to have em out years ago but I'm chicken shit so I suffer with the pain. surgery freaks me out- but when it happens in your mouth, no fucking way. I hate the fucking dentist.

Sooo... how is everyone??