puddincat

I'm feeling better tonight. I really am. I watched Charlie and the Chocolate factory today with Ken, I loved it!!!!!
Now tonight we are going to watch war of the worlds.

I feel so crappy still, but my emotions are in a better place.

Thank you people for all the comments, It cheers me up to see a shitload of messages waiting for me. I need to get into therapy or something.. I need to be able to just get all this shit worked out in my head.
I feel like my emotions rollercoaster and it has nothing to do with anythign around me in the tangible world- it's all in my head. Does that make sense???
I'm either waaaay happy and optimistic- or I crash and hate eveything. theres no middle ground. there should be a middle ground.
I think I have forgotten how to relate to the outside world.

Is that possible???
Now I"m scared