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Tuesday Oct 11, 2005

Oct 11, 2005
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Today has been an awesome day. Very scary at some times.. just cuz I was nervous and all at some parts. But It was Awesome and So missed. I'm still a little nervous though... I kinda like the feeling. It's funny.
I feel good i sat down and wrote my feelings down and got them off my chest. That was hard. It's so damn hard to put everything out there, but it's worth it so I tried. I tried to get it all out and I think I did an ok job. It's like I cleared the conscience of my heart.(lame I know) but true. I only wish I didn't feel ashamed for it. like, I almost feel bad about it in a way- but It really is too beautiful to feel bad about. All confusing. Anyway, I did it and I feel a little good about it.
I've never put myself out there- and well... I've never had these thigns on my mind. Its insanity. It's the most scary thing to experience (for me anyways).
In some ways I wanna get out there and do stuff and hang out with people, but then sometimes I wanna hermit up. Is that a normal way to feel??
Anyways.. Happy Tuesday kiss
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aniel:
Its a new day its a new dawn its a new life PETaCAt

feed me miao!!
Oct 12, 2005
ock:
just droppin by to say hello smile

Happy Wednesday

pudding and kitty cats.... two of my favorite things surreal

yeah. im a dork. but im bored. sorry blush
Oct 12, 2005

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