Happy New Year.
I hope you have a wonderful New Year. And yeah this year kinda sucked.
I shall stay safe. I got a couple of movies and plan to stay in tonight. I never really liked going out during amateur demolition derby night.
I dunno.. I need to find a cure for these fucking panic attacks. For my fucking warped way of thinking that drags me down in an otherwise peachy world. I need answers, I need clues, I need an expert to help me fight this little battle. Does this make sense? Panic attacks are real and real fucking scary....................................................
Im, ok...will send you Reiki if you need some...you should try phone hypnosis with me...its awesome, anyways, nomatter who does it, but call me sometime, or i can call you, i have free long distance
I still feel scared like I talked about in my previous entry... but I am somehow a little reassured. Don't ask, I only make sense to myself.
I am just about to give up on being myself at work and being all goofy and cheery... I think no one there really gets me. I mean they're cool and all for the most part- but... Read More