Tuesday Nov 11, 2003

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Two good nights in one week! What are the odds?!

No, seriously: it's good to be happy. Even if you're down in between.

I feel myself becoming an optimist. Prime.

Yeah: dork. What about it?

Sunday Nov 09, 2003

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I'm working on it. Slowly, slowly. Always new vistas to look forward too though.

Sunday Nov 09, 2003

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You know, right now, I pretty much just feel like giving up. I'm fucking sick of being tired. Always tired; just so I can pay my bills. Every now and again a moment comes along to remind that life can be beautiful as well as hard... but oh well, I should quit my bitching, I guess.

Friday Nov 07, 2003

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I am happy tonight. Thankyou.
radiobastet:
Here's a good page about the concordance thingy:

http://astrosite.com/

"I guess part of what I'm trying to figure is: is it part of my own actualization (for lack of a better term) or are there great things going on that are what I'm intuiting?"

I don't see why it can't be both! "As above, so below," as the saying goes - what goes on on a macro level "out in the universe" goes on on a micro level "down here." I think we all need to fasten our seatbelts and hold on tight...

Thursday Nov 06, 2003

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There are alot of doors opening inside. Some are beautiful. Some painful. Others are joyful wonders, and a certain few deeply terrifying. I think I've got some hidden truths to face up too. Wish me luck?

PS: It was nice to see everybody at karaoke. I'll try to have a few more than three hours sleep next time. wink
miss_piss:
it was nice to meet you last night...

( oh and log on to friendster...wink )
radiobastet:
Well - good question! Honestly, I haven't. However, right now we are at a very big juncture as far as the universe goes. Saturday is a full moon, a lunar eclipse, and a harmonic concordance. So there is a LOT of weird shit floating around right now. You could very well be experiencing the effects. I'm certainly no expert, but that is my studied opinion. I'm feeling it too, big time. Big changes are ahead...

Wednesday Nov 05, 2003

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Sheesh. What the hell is wrong with me? Everytime I try to type anything I leave out half the words. C'est la vie.

I've been thinking alot about the grand novel I've been working on for the last... uh... math, math, math... seventeen years? I think I'm on to a whole new way of organising and expanding it. It's gonna be so goooood. Even...
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Wednesday Nov 05, 2003

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I went to freckle's birthday dinner tonight, which was nice because I haven't her in many moons. One of favorite people in the world was our server and then... randomly he stopped by the same bar I stopped by later that night to visit our mutual friend who was bartending. So we hit it off and gave me a lift home in his sweet,...
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freckle:
thank you co much for coming out to my birthday smile

Saturday Nov 01, 2003

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Well, I have just one job now and consequently three days a week to sleep, cook and generally be lazy. That'll do for a couple of months I suppose, I've earned a respite anyhow.

I've been reading the Dhammapada (the collected sayings of Buddha) and find myself amazed. I looked for this perhaps ten years ago but wasn't able to find it, and now I...
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freckle:
good, you work too much
jeykool:
oooohh, Dhammapada.... That is hard to get...

Friday Oct 31, 2003

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I. Am. Free! Happy, happy, joy, joy. smile
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