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I haven't been in a good space for awhile, but I have an idea that things are getting better. Or maybe it's just a dream I had.

I wish I'd grown up in a social family where I'd learned to interact with my fellow human beings better than I did, but we are all very strange... it's been passed down since my greatgranduncle or further back. I'm going to write some short literary works here about my ancestry before much longer since I think there's plenty of fodder there for something that qaulifies as at least sort of interesting.

I think I need alot of sleep and healthy food, maybe even some excercise before I go making up my mind whether I'm eternally fucked when it comes to forming new relationships.

Anyhow, if you made it this far I feel it's only fair to tell you a few things: I'm sorry to those I've offended (here on SG, most relevantly), some of the people here are really super-cool and I'd like to get to 'em though it's not likely to happen, and... I'm always living - always learning. And always a cheeseball.

Take care.