pucabul

Hm. I think I have something like a mild social anxiety disorder. Mostly it manifests around people I don't know and in group situations. I just get self-concious, withdrawn, and awkward. I wonder if I should seek treatment? I don't think counseling and prescriptions are a good thing, and they never have worked for me. Oh well, I guess it's only a problem when I'm want to meet new people. I can just start off by telling them I'm shy and weird, but really a harmless kind of guy, or something.

Edited to add that if I didn't feel this was getting to be a real problem, I'd not have written about it here. I do my best to just relax and be myself, honestly. It may just be that the people I'm around now tend to use anything you say against you, and when I get away from them it may get better as I relearn trust. We'll see.