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How many hostages will it take
to put me back between your sheets?
Say the word and the bank clerk goes
I've got nothing left to lose

Hehh...i miss a lot of people in brew town. I miss my friends, i miss the area, i miss my apartment, i miss my uncle, i miss my ex gf's kid, and most of all i miss my...
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A call to action! With all thats transpired and resent knowledge and insight i've gained to my situation i've come to one conclusion. Hoplesses or not, something must be done! Two people love each other. Two people are going bat shit crazy being apart from each other. There are various solutions that would come up wtih marginal results, and sometimes you need a bit more...
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Why didn't i think of this sooner? Seeing as the parental dogma is the end all be all set in stone...go one up. I mean parents and there children are always locked in a power strugle over who knows whats best for who right? Well its a two way street. Go one up. Get the g-parents involved. If those 10weeks (christ thats not a long...
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Falling in love always resembles asfixiation
Lungs banging against the prison bars of your rib cage
begging for air and cigarettes to occupy there time
Your pupils dialate mouth moves independantly on its own
all systems are not go
Houston i think we have a problem here
I can't let go
But we can't hold on to something thats just not there
All i can...
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Yeah that is so benieth me...

Doesn't matter much now does it

Johny Johny Apple Seed
Always was so consumed with greed
Always thinking about himself
Never caring about someone else
his parents always used to say
you'll get no where thinking that way
But Johny was resourseful and cleaver
Leading on friends who didn't know better
And when they had enough
THey'd call out Johnys bluff
Johny apple seed they'd all say
you'll regreat thinking like...
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I want to call and wish someone a happy birthday. But by this point that person probly thinks i'm a stranger. I'm not missed, i'm just holding onto a pathetic ideal that i might be important enough to have a 2nd thought or two.

Well i'm kinda pissed about the arrangements thus far. First off i hate funerals, i think they are passe. I mean when someone passes rather than mourn them...and have this dreary cry on a solider session shouldn't you rather celebrate there life? I mean death is inevitable one way or another (unless your me it seems) so in that reguard why does it always catch...
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My great grandma died this mourning so i'm told. I guess there will be a funeral held this weekend. I'm not to sad about it, she lived to the ripe old age of 98 and quite frankly it makes me happy to know her soul is at rest now. Good news is i maybe in mil-town this weekend in time for a certain someones birthday....
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Chris + Pills = Zombie