pubert

I'm going back to b.c. for a while...i never wanted to head back there. I'm leaving saturday mourning. I don't want to go but i have no choice. Hopefully my stay there will be very brief. My only hope rides on this airforce thing. I need to grow up, soon and fast. I'm tired of trying to take the easy route out of everyhole i dig for myself. I torn about how i should brake the news to my friends. Do I go out like a ninja without leaving a trace or so much as a good bye, or do i it house party style and go with a bang?

If your leaving for a town you commonly refered to as a mosoleum to those who asked about the curious midwest small town life style, do you have to abide by a court mandate stating you can't even call and say good bye? DO you bandit? renylods style and do it anyway? But if your already gonna brake the rules shouldn't you throw marbles at her window one late september night holding lilly's and a box of chocolates wearing that stupid half sime and an eye patch complete with pirate newspaper hat and invite her out on the porch for a heart to heart one on one? If you did would she wear her best forget me not perfume or mace you where you stand and wait for the cops. I'm bad with goodbyes but great the hello's and don't leave just yet's. Than again we'll always have court together.