pubert

Court today, only there gonna go ok you got a laywer your trials postponed till next week, Going to find out weather or not the no communication act can get pulled though. I'm thinking about heading into work today to pick up a shift and put some cash in my pocket for saturday. But if they inform me, oh sorry the victims want nothing todo with you...i don't think i'd want to go into work today, i've got enough $ to last till monday. If i can't talk to her ever again...man i'll get by. But i think i'm about to prove to myself it is possible to be even more depressed about this. All i really want to know is if shes carrying my bastard love child or not. If she is i'm sure she'd have called me. Than again...girls are wierd and that is a hard subject to broach...espically considering the terms we left on.