pubert

Well so far so good...depending on a certain someones wishes i may get the no contact thing repealled. Meaning...reguardless of where me and the mom stand i can see the little girl again. As for the return of hustler chris....he's dead. He died in chicago 2 years ago. I don't htink he's coming back. However a long forgotten aspect of my life is returning, sobrity. Drugs are no longer helping with the depression, moneys tight and at 400$ an ounce theres no money to be made unless i want ot start buying pounds again. The boys are back on my side lindsy hates me. We celebrated labor day and the fact i will not be talking to nicks lil sister anymore. I felt bad but i'm in no condition at this stage in my life to taking on the another relationship. Its unfair to the other person when all you can think about is someone else. I accept the fact there will more than likely never be a chris & amanda 2 eletric bugaloo, but i mean everyone wants a pal right. Espically a pal with these sideburns you can hang from