*EDITED JUNE 10th*
i swore to not update...but heres whats going on and i feel compelled to put my side of the story up here.
SO i left an away message trying to help someone out...someone whom if she was on fire and i was the only one around to put her out by law i'm supposed to run the oppiste direction...but either way i thought i'd help. Than i get called an asshole for it.
All the while i'm chating away with my pal (tara the horse faced women) about it, getting more furrious by the second. Hell the onyl reason i signed on under that screen name was so i could some how relay the message. But than i'm realized i'm to frustrated and need nicotine. Not thinking i leave the default away message while i go to smoke (nicotine i'm on probation rember!). (oh and tara gave me those sights cause she said she wants to model. In retrospect yes she is a tattoed slut who would take it in the ass if she found anyone willing enoug to fuck her.)
BIG MISTAKE
I should be more careful about that but i wasn't thinking i got up and left in a huff after tara really kinda ptu salt on wounds and i was tempted to blast away my ex in away message that was really mean and nasty. BUt instead i decided not to, because a direct response could elicit legal action. SO i decide to leave the deafault away message of a poem i'd written earlier that morning
Granted it didn't directly address the stiuation at hand (being called an asshole for trying to help, an asshole in BIG CAPITAL LETTERS,) like i had wanted to, but it had to seem like i was trying to pull some really immature guilt trip on her. Not to mention invoke a malestorm of emotions in her. I come back i realize oh shit the default away message has something about a noose and a garage (coincidently where i escaped to to blow off steam) cause i had a plethora of nasty things i could've said if I really wanted to piss her off. In fact...if i really was going todo something stupid, I've decided it has to be done in a manner never tried before...thats how i want to be remembered...unfortinatly i'm not that cleaver nor stupid.
maybe i could swallow a frisbee...or somehow get a leathal dose of THC (is that possible?)
But thats nither here nor there. The point is this. I did 3 major no-no's. ONe slightly communicated. Two hurt feelings (unknowing i swear by what ever god is listening to me now).And number 3 the final nail in the coffin i'm updating this damn inspid waste of time.
So now i sit and sweat salty pelets of persperation while i'm waiting for squads to roll up and snatch my ass back to wisconsin for 9months. However if this does come to court i hope they buy my side. I was only trying to help. And i meant no hard feelings...and the top half was about her. But i mean i do have a poetic liecese
ANd if our realtionship was any...and I mean ANY indication of good i am at totaly unknowly fuckign things up she should hopefully buy this too. NO ill will here...except for that asshole thing...I was only trying to help!! and than left in a puff. I didn't want to hurt feeligns and bring up bad memories...but maybe just by trying to help I did that. Oh well it was an hour ago and i don't see any cops yet...but i don't think i'll be getting any sleep tonight...maybe i'll do some homework
i swore to not update...but heres whats going on and i feel compelled to put my side of the story up here.
SO i left an away message trying to help someone out...someone whom if she was on fire and i was the only one around to put her out by law i'm supposed to run the oppiste direction...but either way i thought i'd help. Than i get called an asshole for it.
All the while i'm chating away with my pal (tara the horse faced women) about it, getting more furrious by the second. Hell the onyl reason i signed on under that screen name was so i could some how relay the message. But than i'm realized i'm to frustrated and need nicotine. Not thinking i leave the default away message while i go to smoke (nicotine i'm on probation rember!). (oh and tara gave me those sights cause she said she wants to model. In retrospect yes she is a tattoed slut who would take it in the ass if she found anyone willing enoug to fuck her.)
BIG MISTAKE
I should be more careful about that but i wasn't thinking i got up and left in a huff after tara really kinda ptu salt on wounds and i was tempted to blast away my ex in away message that was really mean and nasty. BUt instead i decided not to, because a direct response could elicit legal action. SO i decide to leave the deafault away message of a poem i'd written earlier that morning
Granted it didn't directly address the stiuation at hand (being called an asshole for trying to help, an asshole in BIG CAPITAL LETTERS,) like i had wanted to, but it had to seem like i was trying to pull some really immature guilt trip on her. Not to mention invoke a malestorm of emotions in her. I come back i realize oh shit the default away message has something about a noose and a garage (coincidently where i escaped to to blow off steam) cause i had a plethora of nasty things i could've said if I really wanted to piss her off. In fact...if i really was going todo something stupid, I've decided it has to be done in a manner never tried before...thats how i want to be remembered...unfortinatly i'm not that cleaver nor stupid.
maybe i could swallow a frisbee...or somehow get a leathal dose of THC (is that possible?)
But thats nither here nor there. The point is this. I did 3 major no-no's. ONe slightly communicated. Two hurt feelings (unknowing i swear by what ever god is listening to me now).And number 3 the final nail in the coffin i'm updating this damn inspid waste of time.
So now i sit and sweat salty pelets of persperation while i'm waiting for squads to roll up and snatch my ass back to wisconsin for 9months. However if this does come to court i hope they buy my side. I was only trying to help. And i meant no hard feelings...and the top half was about her. But i mean i do have a poetic liecese
ANd if our realtionship was any...and I mean ANY indication of good i am at totaly unknowly fuckign things up she should hopefully buy this too. NO ill will here...except for that asshole thing...I was only trying to help!! and than left in a puff. I didn't want to hurt feeligns and bring up bad memories...but maybe just by trying to help I did that. Oh well it was an hour ago and i don't see any cops yet...but i don't think i'll be getting any sleep tonight...maybe i'll do some homework
