pubert

The emotional train wreck i've become has lead to my medication not only being increased, but acting a qusi methadone. I'm doing this cold turkey all of a sudden but i want to feel healthy again. If i can do this than enlisting shouldn't be to hard, getting through shouldn't be to hard, but what i'm planing next nothing can prepare me for. I've tossed around this idea of mine for sometime now, and at this moment i'm convinced i'm an idiot, but a determined retard to boot (dangerous combo). So in light of that i'm going through. Phase one is complete and i'm brooke again, (god bless reciets, and return policies) should this fail.