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Why didn't i think of this sooner? Seeing as the parental dogma is the end all be all set in stone...go one up. I mean parents and there children are always locked in a power strugle over who knows whats best for who right? Well its a two way street. Go one up. Get the g-parents involved. If those 10weeks (christ thats not a long time at all) meant as much to me as it did to her, she'd be screaming bloody murder. I mean ok my view on myself aside here, actions have tendancy to carry a bit more volume than words alone. And i'm willing to put whatever things of value i have left in life to prove my point that never will there be someone who will treat her like I did. The question now is, and for both of us, will there ever be someone who can invoke those same emotions of being complete? Maybe its cause i refuse to believe it, or maybe its just cause i know in my heart no one will respect me or treat me like that again. Who am I gonna see harry potter with this thanksgiving? Who else can do a better inpression of me? Who else will let me put on there make up and underpants in there own home while there at work and do my rocky horror picture show routine??? Wait... I mean...um forget that last one. WHose gonna pluck my eyebrows? And most of all whose gonna make all those little rotten things in life seem ok?????

I know the answer, problem is my answers parents think i'm a danger. Once an abuser always an abuser.