So, what I had hoped to be a badass birthday yesterday just turned out to be terribly bad.

My mother in law was rushed into the hospital yesterday morning. She will not be able to come home for a few more days. She had a major bleeding ulcer that was hidden behind her stomach so they could never see it on scans or xrays. They ended up having to take out a part of her stomach, add tubes and reroute things so she will be able to still use her stomach. She will probably be on either shots or medication for this. Husband went to see her this morning and said she is doing better but dr will of course keep her sedated a few more days and keep watch on her while shes in ICCU.

I am not upset that I didnt celebrate my birthday. I am not even upset that I only heard ACTUAL "happy birthday" from maybe 2 people who messaged me privately to tell me. I am upset because my mother in law in one of my top besties. Hell I wouldnt have even moved in with my husband and his parents when I was 15 had she not been persistent of it haha. She has always been the one person that I could tell ANYTHING to and she would never be bias. If her son was being an ass, she will tell me and even him. She is just one of the toughest and baddest bitches I know haha I know it is selfish of me and I have lost a lot of people I have loved in my 28 years, but she is probably one of few I just do NOT want to let go lol.

So please, if you read this, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE pray for her. Please pray that she gets better and is able to come home. I am not very good at just throwing my hands up and giving into a higher power, but right now, that is all I got so please pray hard for me.

I love you guys!

xo, Psyria