psynapse

does anyone really care what i have to say? does anyone check my journal each day, waiting with baited breath to see what nonsense i've cooked up that day? i mean, people i've known for *years* don't give a shit about what i think. why would people who don't even know me? perhaps no one out there reads this crap. i can't say i blame them. i wonder what's more pathetic, posting a journal that i know no one is going to read, or reading some random losers journal? either way, i still feel like a goober.
on a completely different topic...
is 8 mile the stupidest god damn movie ever made? seriously. did i really need to sit through a 2 hour flick about a guy overcoming stage fright? eminems life didn't even seem to suck that much! he had a job, money, a car, and he was banging brittany murphy 2 days after meeting her. okay, he lived with his mom, but so do i, and i don't see any camera crews following ME around. and it's not even like he had to overcome anything! as soon as he said one rap, the audience loved him. it wasn't as if he had to work extra hard cause he's white, all he had to do was get past a case of butterflies in the stomach and he's a hero all of a sudden. i can't believe someone convinced me to watch this crap, when there are sooooo many other things i could be wasting my time doing. grrrr.