psynapse

i feel like reaching out. i was just cruising the boards section, and there are some that i thought, "hey, i should join _____". but then, it was like a flash-forward in time...i could see myself not participating, not being recognized, feeling unable to escape my own little shell. it's almost as if i am on one side of the street, and all the action is on the other side, but i'm too much of a pussy to rush through the oncoming traffic. sure, it's the sensible thing to do, but is sensible always the best way to live?