psynapse

i just wrote an extremely long rant about how i wished people would be more concise and to the point with their words, but i erased it. i don't want to rant and rave about nonsense. i want to be happy. i want to feel like a whole, normal, happy person. i want to say, "i'm going to a movie with my girlfriend". i don't want to say, "dude, guess how many times the light in my room flickered last night?" i can feel it coming closer. if i just relax and act natural, i won't scare it and make it run away. take a deep breath...