has anyone out there in word-land ever gotten so mad at a coworker that you stormed out of your job in anger, never to return? thrown away your bi-weekly paycheck and only source of income just to spite an asshole that you can't stand?
today i *almost* did, for the second time in the past 3 months. last time i actually had ripped my uniform off, thrown it in a heap on the floor and told my boss i quit, before he talked me out of it. this time wasn't as bad, i just sulked in the corner for an hour or so, and didn't respond to anyone, except with hateful stares.
because of the fact that it was two different people that set me off, i have come to two possible conclusions:
1) i work with stupid, ignorant, piece of shit redneck morons. (this one i'm pretty convinced of).
2) i myself am a snobby, immature asshole, who doesn't know how to properly deal with my emotions. (i'm pretty convinced of this one as well).
in other words, it's either their fault or mine. or both.
*currently playing in the background: shellac's "at action park*
today i *almost* did, for the second time in the past 3 months. last time i actually had ripped my uniform off, thrown it in a heap on the floor and told my boss i quit, before he talked me out of it. this time wasn't as bad, i just sulked in the corner for an hour or so, and didn't respond to anyone, except with hateful stares.
because of the fact that it was two different people that set me off, i have come to two possible conclusions:
1) i work with stupid, ignorant, piece of shit redneck morons. (this one i'm pretty convinced of).
2) i myself am a snobby, immature asshole, who doesn't know how to properly deal with my emotions. (i'm pretty convinced of this one as well).
in other words, it's either their fault or mine. or both.
*currently playing in the background: shellac's "at action park*
johnny_crotchrot:
Damn...you sound like me. Everywhere you look around here there are rednecks. Well there are also a lot of white rapper wannabes, soccer moms, doctors, and retired officers (Huntsville is probably the retired military officer capitol of the world). I'm an asshole myself. I became one my second year in a catholic school to combat all those fucks there who lived in a black and white world. I was an asshole in a very immature way too. I'm a bigger, but calmer asshole now after boot camp though. Peace.
