i'm actually getting to the point where, because i haven't worked in a couple days, i don't know what day of the week today is. when i look at the calendar, it says saturday, but it could just as easily be tuesday, or even monday or friday. i think this is almost a purer form of existence. just me, alive in space, not tied down...
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wow, i had a comment in my journal yesterday! how exciting to me!
today is friday...i haven't worked the past two days, and i'm not going to work the next two. i'm so happy i get to lay around and relax all day for four straight days.
in other news...there is no other news. have fun out there, whever you may be.
today is friday...i haven't worked the past two days, and i'm not going to work the next two. i'm so happy i get to lay around and relax all day for four straight days.
in other news...there is no other news. have fun out there, whever you may be.
rxqueen:
haha and here is one for you today as well!
i haven't worked in the past few months cos i got laid off.
how lame is that?
yeah my day was alright otherwise.
hes def an ex for reasons. lots of 'em too.
what a jerkass.
enjoy yr days off!
i haven't worked in the past few months cos i got laid off.
how lame is that?
yeah my day was alright otherwise.
hes def an ex for reasons. lots of 'em too.
what a jerkass.
enjoy yr days off!
wow, there's new stuff on my profile. i guess i was taking a nap when they added those questions (just like i was taking a nap when chloe became katie). now there's even more stuff about me for people to not read about.
my mom comes home in like 5 hours. i have to go finish cleaning the cigarette butts and porn out of the...
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my mom comes home in like 5 hours. i have to go finish cleaning the cigarette butts and porn out of the...
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rxqueen:
haha have fun getting the porn out of the house 
go away. i don't wanna talk to anyone.
ooh! ooh! milestone time!
i just noticed that i hit 100 posts. actually, i noticed that i hit 101, but i just posted two things, so 100 came like 3 minutes ago. and i also noticed i joined the site in october 2002. and it is now october 2003. so basically i'm averaging one post every 3.65 days. but, as i said, i just posted...
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i just noticed that i hit 100 posts. actually, i noticed that i hit 101, but i just posted two things, so 100 came like 3 minutes ago. and i also noticed i joined the site in october 2002. and it is now october 2003. so basically i'm averaging one post every 3.65 days. but, as i said, i just posted...
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i got a lot of things to do today. i need to buy a dress shirt, new shoes, i want to get some new books, i need to go grocery shopping. i have to go to the bank and deposit my paycheck.
but the thing i most want to do is curl up in a ball and sleep until it's dark outside. then i can...
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but the thing i most want to do is curl up in a ball and sleep until it's dark outside. then i can...
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i am not good enough. i deserve nothing. i am ugly, and no girls will ever love me. i can't do anything right. for the rest of my life i will be alone. there is nothing out there for me. my life is worthless. i will never amount to anything. i am just wasting time.
today is my fathers birthday. he would be 59. i...
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today is my fathers birthday. he would be 59. i...
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there will be no bitching and moaning in the following journal entry. so those of you tired of hearing me whine about the girl who will never love me need not worry about any of that for the time being. you can just sit back and catch a glimpse of my brain when it's not swirling with frustration, doubt, anger, sadness, regret and despair. here...
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onesecondmore:
ha.
if it werent for bitching and moaning, i'd generally have no journal entries.
if it werent for bitching and moaning, i'd generally have no journal entries.
on the run! gotta shower and i'm out the door and on the way to 9.30 for yo la tengo! weeeee!!
i don't have much to say right now. hockey starts tonight, so i'm pretty excited about that, but the caps don't play until tomorrow. i won't be able to see the game cause i'm going to the yo la tengo show at 9.30 club. i know everyone is real interested to know what i'm doing thursday night. by the way, this is week 5 of...
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everyone go away.
i just don't care. there is nothing for me, nor do i deserve anything. i want to lie down and go to sleep. i want to forget that i ever knew anyone. i want to forget her name. i want to sleep in a cold, dark, empty room, and have cold, dark, empty dreams. i don't want this aching anymore. i want numbness and no...
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