This whole month has been a measure of extremes...
From finacial security to almost poverty, The happiness of friends and music under a full moon overshadowed by severe dehydration in 115 F heat. This week has been near solitary confinment, followed by the news that my good friend's mother has disappeared.
http://www.nbc4.tv/news/4667153/detail.html
My friend is currently out of the country and Im really worried about how this news will affect her. The worst thing is that the police have forbidden us from telling her untill investigators have questioned her. The best I could do is email her to call Erin, her best friend and for all intents and purposes "family". Meanwhile Im helping deal with so many other peoples problems that I have no time for my own. Finacial,emotional, or otherwise.Perhaps I have to much empathy but I cant stand by when people are in need. So what can I do but take a deep breath and march out into the storm regardless? Determination will get me through this just like it always has. But I know that determination will not ever lessen the melancholy of feeling alone.
From finacial security to almost poverty, The happiness of friends and music under a full moon overshadowed by severe dehydration in 115 F heat. This week has been near solitary confinment, followed by the news that my good friend's mother has disappeared.
http://www.nbc4.tv/news/4667153/detail.html
My friend is currently out of the country and Im really worried about how this news will affect her. The worst thing is that the police have forbidden us from telling her untill investigators have questioned her. The best I could do is email her to call Erin, her best friend and for all intents and purposes "family". Meanwhile Im helping deal with so many other peoples problems that I have no time for my own. Finacial,emotional, or otherwise.Perhaps I have to much empathy but I cant stand by when people are in need. So what can I do but take a deep breath and march out into the storm regardless? Determination will get me through this just like it always has. But I know that determination will not ever lessen the melancholy of feeling alone.
chin up kid!