These dreams.....part 1
My dreams can be really intense sometimes. Ive had a reoccuring dream of sorts since I was a child. The theme is always the same but the places and aspects of the dream are always different. I am always being stalked by some element of corruption. Ive been followed by strange evil looking CIA like agents(this was a decade before the Matrix) the undead, possessed/corrupted people and in the last dream, Fallen angels and their agents. The dreams have been getting more complex and apocalyptic as time goes on. In the earlier dreams I can fly and usually do to the surprise of those who corner me. Its exhausting and many times I have woken up more tired then when I went to sleep. In the last two dreams Which are separated by 5 years, I have lost the ability or the need to fly and have been too busy protecting something to even consider it. The strange thing is how clearly I remember each dream even after all these
years.
Dream 1
I am out in the desert at a gathering like the ones I used to go too in Socal(think Moontribe). Im with a red haired women who is my wife in the dream. While I know she is beautiful I cannot make out her face in my dream.She has a pair of beautiful ethereal spirit wings which I know only I can see. It has something to do with her bloodline or people. She is 9 months pregnant with my child and we are fugitives because the world is falling under some kind of corrupting influence. We have the ability to see its mark on people and for whatever reason it wants to capture us and take our child. We are at this remote gathering to hide. Im am really worried because my wife is so close to labor and our pursuers are not far behind.
The influence tries to keep itself hidden as it infiltrates human society so I am very wary of people in general and sure enough a group of ragged looking people dressed like they are supposed to be their are headed our way. I can see the corruption from here. It shines in their eyes and rolls off some like steam or smoke.I pull my wife to me and we roll under a car that we happen to be camped next too. They march pass intent on the dancing crowd and do not see us.However two others somehow recognize our camping gear and start to search the camp.I have no choice I pull out a tire iron I saw somewhere and sneak up behind them I knock them out but people from the party see me and start screaming. They dont know what we are dealing with and I have no time to explain.
At that point my wife has her first labor pains and I know we must expose ourselves and make for the nearest hospital. Somehow we make to a hospital only to find that it is already infected/possessed. I hide her in a room as I frantically try to find an uncorrupted doctor to help us. Since me and my wife have an empathic relationship in the dream I know she deep into labor and just as fearful for me and our child. I see a bunch of corrupted hospital staff and people from the gathering and cops talking to staff to determine where we are. I rush towards the room were she is and hear/feel our child take its first breath.
She crys out and now the influence knows too. I run in to the room and help my wife walk the best she can. Where she finds the strength I dont know but in my dream I have always loved her for it. She holds my daughter to her and run limps towards the emergency fire exit. The group of corrupted people turn the corner and see us. At this point I know I have to stall them.I also know the influence considers me expendable now that my daughter is born. As block the exit I know I must keep them away at all cost. I raise my fists and.....
wake up.
So if anyone can tell me anything about what this dream means.....
My dreams can be really intense sometimes. Ive had a reoccuring dream of sorts since I was a child. The theme is always the same but the places and aspects of the dream are always different. I am always being stalked by some element of corruption. Ive been followed by strange evil looking CIA like agents(this was a decade before the Matrix) the undead, possessed/corrupted people and in the last dream, Fallen angels and their agents. The dreams have been getting more complex and apocalyptic as time goes on. In the earlier dreams I can fly and usually do to the surprise of those who corner me. Its exhausting and many times I have woken up more tired then when I went to sleep. In the last two dreams Which are separated by 5 years, I have lost the ability or the need to fly and have been too busy protecting something to even consider it. The strange thing is how clearly I remember each dream even after all these
years.
Dream 1
I am out in the desert at a gathering like the ones I used to go too in Socal(think Moontribe). Im with a red haired women who is my wife in the dream. While I know she is beautiful I cannot make out her face in my dream.She has a pair of beautiful ethereal spirit wings which I know only I can see. It has something to do with her bloodline or people. She is 9 months pregnant with my child and we are fugitives because the world is falling under some kind of corrupting influence. We have the ability to see its mark on people and for whatever reason it wants to capture us and take our child. We are at this remote gathering to hide. Im am really worried because my wife is so close to labor and our pursuers are not far behind.
The influence tries to keep itself hidden as it infiltrates human society so I am very wary of people in general and sure enough a group of ragged looking people dressed like they are supposed to be their are headed our way. I can see the corruption from here. It shines in their eyes and rolls off some like steam or smoke.I pull my wife to me and we roll under a car that we happen to be camped next too. They march pass intent on the dancing crowd and do not see us.However two others somehow recognize our camping gear and start to search the camp.I have no choice I pull out a tire iron I saw somewhere and sneak up behind them I knock them out but people from the party see me and start screaming. They dont know what we are dealing with and I have no time to explain.
At that point my wife has her first labor pains and I know we must expose ourselves and make for the nearest hospital. Somehow we make to a hospital only to find that it is already infected/possessed. I hide her in a room as I frantically try to find an uncorrupted doctor to help us. Since me and my wife have an empathic relationship in the dream I know she deep into labor and just as fearful for me and our child. I see a bunch of corrupted hospital staff and people from the gathering and cops talking to staff to determine where we are. I rush towards the room were she is and hear/feel our child take its first breath.
She crys out and now the influence knows too. I run in to the room and help my wife walk the best she can. Where she finds the strength I dont know but in my dream I have always loved her for it. She holds my daughter to her and run limps towards the emergency fire exit. The group of corrupted people turn the corner and see us. At this point I know I have to stall them.I also know the influence considers me expendable now that my daughter is born. As block the exit I know I must keep them away at all cost. I raise my fists and.....
wake up.
So if anyone can tell me anything about what this dream means.....