I may be a little scarce on here the next few days. We woke to a phone call from one of Anthony's best friends mom today...they've known each other since middle school. He was found shot in the head by his own gun. The details are still held by the detectives at the moment. He was not the guy to off himself nor to make enemies that would do such. The only explanation I can come up with is maybe he dropped it and it went off??? No idea, but whoever prays to whatever gods they may pray to, your prayers would be appreciated. It's hard to know what to do for him...he's my big strong man, shaken by nothing, now devastated and crying...it breaks my heart to see him hurt. Some of their childhood friends will be gathering here tomorrow, and some staying here from out of town to attend the funeral arrangements, so I will be very busy.....aggghhhh my tits are sooo not ready for this much shit to do!
