psychotropic

today was an interesting day inside my scattered mind....I am reeling from many different emotions surging through me....they keep hitting me at random intervals and taking my breath away. I am trying so hard to be strong but unfortunately I have never felt so vulnerable in all of my short life. I need someone to be there, not for me; just with me...I do not feel the need to cry on ones shoulder or search for answers that are not yet ready to show themselves....I just need someone that gets me, someone that does not pass judgment or criticize the choices I am making, no one to say poor pitiful you things will work out and get better...I just want someone to sit next to me and exist; to lose themselves with me!