I awoke this morning and it finally registered that I am alone....I find myself in quite a conundrum.....what is the next chapter in my life going to be? What route will I take, where will I find peace within myself and the people that are around me? Will I continue to lose those that have meant so much to me the last leg of my journey due to the circumstances I have made for myself or the choices I will now be making for my future? I am petrified, I have never been alone or responsible for myself...I need to find what makes me happy in this world, I have spent so much of my time and effort watching the world move around me and I feel as though I have missed out on a lot of things due to my insecurities.
I am just not sure where I go from here....the only thing I do know is that it is going to be an amazing ride and I will never again live just to breathe...but will live a life that takes my breath away.........
I am just not sure where I go from here....the only thing I do know is that it is going to be an amazing ride and I will never again live just to breathe...but will live a life that takes my breath away.........
htowncamera:
You can go any where you wish, do anything you want...life is an adventure, not to be feared. I to am single and have opened a new chapter in my life as well. Freedom to discover yourself is a special thing, if you ever want to talk about it just give a shout.
psychotropic:
thank you...I do plan on making some much needed changes so that my future is an adventure and not just an existence!! 